JANE'S LAMENT *
They always said she was the first American white woman to cross the Santa Fe Trail. I suppose she was, setting her little foot into that carriage and dashing off.
I was there, too.
I served her faithfully, snatched her back when she almost stepped on a snake, bathed her forehead, boiled the water and cried at Bent's Fort that sad day she lost her child.
We laughed together, filled our arms with spring wildflowers on the boundless Plains and hung strips of buffalo meat to dry by the Arkansas.
Ah yes, she was the first white woman to cross the Santa Fe Trail but I was there, too, yet my great-great-grandchildren won't even know my name.
*Inspired by Down the Santa Fe Trail and Into Mexico: The Diary of Susan Shelby Magoffin, 1846-1847 (Stella M. Drumm. ed., University of Nebraska Press, August 1982).
Jane was Susan Shelby Magoffin's maid. She was known in Magoffin's journal only as Jane.
Originally published in Wagon Tracks, The Santa Fe Trail Association Quarterly, February 1998
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